Saturday, November 24, 2007

Fasting...Feeding....and Freezing...

Recently, our church body was challenged to a 3-day fast. It was our effort made to do without and appreciate the provisions the Lord blesses us with. It was also a time to reflect upon our dependency on the Lord in all areas of our life. I have never managed to successfully fast past 24 hours and I did make it 30 hours until the spirit was broken. Fasting with a huge bag of trick-0-treat candy sitting around the house followed by a trip to the grocery store was especially difficult on a hungry, empty stomach. I managed to stick to my essentials list and spent the rest of the time collecting food items for the KCM Food Drive. That helped to keep my mind off of the chips, cookies and other tempting sweets beckoning me. For isn't it just like the sweetness of sin that is dangerous? Like the desert, though it is a “scorched place” it does have some beautiful, flowering cacti in its barren environment, but it is also home to the most venomous snakes on earth. For isn’t it just like Satan to tempt us by offering us our greatest joys and vices? [James 1:14, "Each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed."]

This Thanksgiving holiday, our family had the opportunity to experience a different kind of physical deprivation-SHELTER. We spent 2 days and nights camping outside in a screened in enclosure while the temperatures dropped to the low 30's F. The wind howled through the so-called enclosure as we attempted to make do with what provisions we had for warmth at night. During the day, we hiked to keep warm in-between the organized activities and would occasionally find ourselves dropping by the dining hall to warm ourselves by the fire. Some meals, due to the crowd, we found ourselves dining outside, only to return to a cold, unprotected shelter. BUT, were we ever truly unprotected? This time of fasting and freezing has demonstrated for me how easy it is to indulge the desires of our flesh rather than resting solely upon the power of the Lord and the strength only the Holy Spirit can provide. Just as the body is dependent upon organic food for physical health and strength, so are we dependent upon spiritual food for spiritual strength. This has been a good lesson in spiritual vigilance and a warning of the dangers that are lurking when I become complacent in my spiritual walk.

In Christ, everything we need is stored up for those who have accepted His grace. This is all we need and all we should expect. We need to value everything the Lord has provided us. We should not crave a bigger house, a better paying job or better behaved children :) We should be grateful for that which the Lord has provided us. Charles Spurgeon so eloquently wrote a century ago.." We cannot eat, drink, or wear more than the day's supply of food and clothing; the surplus gives us the care of storing it and the anxiety of watching against a thief. One staff aids a traveler, but a bundle of staffs is a heavy burden. Enough is not only as good as a feast, but is all that the greatest glutton can truly enjoy. This is all that we should expect; a craving for more than this is ungrateful. When our Father does not give us more, we should be content with His daily allowance. "

During this post-Thanksgiving season, lest us enjoy our daily allowance. We can never truly go hungry while the daily bread of grace is on the table of mercy.

Love and blessings on the journey together!
Kathy

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Share Your Story and... Share Christ

Acts 16:25-31 But at midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the prisoners were listening to them. 26 Suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken; and immediately all the doors were opened and everyone’s chains were loosed. 27 And the keeper of the prison, awaking from sleep and seeing the prison doors open, supposing the prisoners had fled, drew his sword and was about to kill himself. 28 But Paul called with a loud voice, saying, “Do yourself no harm, for we are all here.”29 Then he called for a light, ran in, and fell down trembling before Paul and Silas. 30 And he brought them out and said, “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?”31 So they said, “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved, you and your household.”

Upon reading God's word this afternoon, I was reminded of a conversation I had earlier this morning at a baby shower for a woman who also recently adopted a year-old child. I was asked to share my adoption story with several ladies from my new church family and how the Lord had orchestrated the deliverance of our children from a Russian orphanage. During the past 2 ½ years, my adoption story has often been a catalyst by which I can share the Lord with non-believers.

As I read through Acts 16, I thought...WOW! What an incredible and powerful testimonial this Roman guard now has to share with others when he has the opportunity to share the Gospel. In these verses we see Paul and Silas who accompanied the Roman guard to his home and "33At that hour of the night the jailer took them and washed their wounds; then immediately he and all his family were baptized. 34The jailer brought them into his house and set a meal before them; he was filled with joy because he had come to believe in God—he and his whole family."

I am reminded that our faith and conversion in Christ is not only based upon the great things we have heard or read in God’s word or other Christian publications, but what wonderful things the Lord has done for us, on our behalf. We must also not base our faith solely upon the miracles or other great things we have observed in the lives of our Christian brothers and sisters. Our faith should be reinforced by what the Lord had accomplished on the cross and with His resurrection, as well as what He has accomplished in our individual life through His divine intervention.

I think the Lord gives each of us a unique story to share with others about how God has been a powerful influence in our lives. All Christians, (a.k.a. Christ followers, Believers) have an individual testimony and God will provide opportunities for us to share it and the Gospel with others. I wonder just how many people had the privilege of hearing this Roman soldier’s powerful, unique and distinctive story. Just as our Lord once said, "Go home to your friends, and tell them what great things the Lord has done for you, and how He has had compassion on you" (Mark 5:19)

I pray the Lord will continue to give my friends the Howards and their mission team in Slovenia, the opportunities to share their personal stories with those who yet need to hear the greatest story ever told.

Where will you find the next opportunity to share your story of faith in Jesus Christ?

Amazed by His unending love, grace and mercy,
Kathy

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Come on...ring those bells!

Acts 3:1 (Peter Heals the Crippled Beggar) One day Peter and John were going up to the temple at the time of prayer-at three in the afternoon.

Jim pointed out in his blog entry today a small, but important point in this first verse of Chapter 3. One I must have skipped over time and time again, to get to the story of the lame man’s healing miracle. The point being, John and Peter went to the temple to pray at a specific time, the 9th hour. There were other designated times for prayer back then, but the point being…prayer as a spiritual discipline was not only done in private or when prompted by the Spirit, but it was also organized and planned, with a designated time and place. Many churches today have abandoned this organized spiritual discipline, leaving prayer to our own individual devices & responsibility. Gone are the days when churches were built with a prominent steeple and bell tower, which often was used to call the community to their scheduled prayer meetings. I came across an old quote the other day: “Prayer is the rope in the belfry; we pull it, and it rings the bell up in heaven.”(author unknown). What a beautiful, descriptive analogy for prayer. Regardless of the obvious absence of the belfry in today’s church architecture, we should be mindful to keep the bell ringing…pulling the rope well and raising our prayers boldly before the throne of God! God bless the ministry of Jim and Olya and may their prayers be boldly raised and answered! On the journey together…Kathy

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Fellowship of Believers

Today I was reading from Acts 2: 42-47 as part of a 30 day prayer journey with our missionary friends in Slovenia. Our friend Jim had some very insightful comments in his blog (please be sure and check them out @ http://www.pray4slovenia.blogspot.com/). In Acts chapter 2, the apostles had just received the Holy Spirit and are in the early stages of their ministry to seek believers for God's kingdom. I have personally been touched by God's word, to see the value the early apostles placed on their fellowship and discipleship of eachother. We recently left a church that became more preoccupied with activities designed to build their numbers and church size, rather than focusing on discipleship and grounding God’s people in the faith (2 Tim. 3:16-17). Christians should be equipped to invite the lost to know Christ by explaining the Bible, communicating to the unsaved our fallen nature and the necessity of the cross (2 Cor: 10:4-5). In these verses from Acts, we see the apostles actively engaged in sharing the gospel and building the church body among the communities, but not at the expense of sacrificing the joy they shared with each other as believers. They also did not rest on their own merits, but on God’s provisions. I think it is all too easy for us to give credit to ourselves for the work we do in God’s kingdom. The reality is, it is God doing the work through us as noted in Acts 2:46, when… “ the Lord added to their number daily". Let us pray as believers, to reject pride...to reflect upon our own unworthiness and to constantly be in debt to God for who we might be if not for God's divine grace. Let us also not abandon the need for fellowship and discipleship with other believers, at the expense of seeking the lost.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

In the Waiting

Friends of mine, serving as missionaries in Slovenia are seeking for brothers and sisters in Christ to discipline themselves towards 30 days of prayer while in the study of Acts. Day 1 started yesterday and today we were in the study of Acts 1: 12-14.

“12 Then they returned to Jerusalem from the mount called Olivet, which is near Jerusalem, a Sabbath day’s journey. 13 And when they had entered, they went up into the upper room where they were staying: Peter, James, John, and Andrew; Philip and Thomas; Bartholomew and Matthew; James the son of Alphaeus and Simon the Zealot; and Judas the son of James. 14 These all continued with one accord in prayer and supplication, with the women and Mary the mother of Jesus, and with His brothers.”

These verses from Acts make me wonder how mind boggling it must have been for the women and apostles, especially after all they have just witnessed in Christ’s ministry, death and resurrection. I wonder how difficult and perhaps, unnerving for them it was to wait on the Lord in faith… in quiet patience… in a single room… for an uncertain time, despite their fears and uncertainties. I would have been an anxious, impatient wreck! Despite these fears, the faithful were together and there is strength in numbers. I remember the long months of waiting during our Russian adoption of Sandra and Nathan. I found myself in prayer, multiple times a day and seeking the prayers of our brothers and sisters in Christ to help us through this long process. What gave us comfort was the knowledge that many people back home in the states were praying with us and for us while we waited out in Russia for 3 ½ weeks. This was our first encounter praying with a large body of believers on our behalf. Every time I look in my children’s’ faces, it is a constant reminder of God’s answered prayers and the many people who interceded on our family’s behalf. I must confess, I am not the most patient person and I find waiting on God difficult at times. I am also not proud of the way I have sometimes responded to God when He didn’t reveal the path I should take. It is much easier for God’s well trained soldiers to march and fight than it is to wait. These verses show me it is best to suppress our cowardice to hide as well as our desires to rush forward in pursuit of resolution. As the apostles and the women showed us, it is best to wait on the Lord,…seek His strength in prayer and with each other…and the intervention will come at the right time…---but that is reserved for Acts Chapter 2. On the Journey Together!--Kathy

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Don't Let the Enemy Steal Your Joy!

"...being CONFIDENT of this, that HE who began a GOOD WORK in you WILL carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus." Philippians 1:6 (NIV)
I wanted to share some thoughts the Lord placed on my heart today both through His word and recent concerns spoken by a fellow brother in Christ.

Last night I was reading Philippians 1. Paul was sharing words of encouragement and thanks to the church for the concern they showed him during his imprisonment and he expresses delight in the work they are doing to share Christ with the lost. Paul feels both encouraged by the example of his imprisonment and the motivation the people demonstrate in their defense of the gospel. At the same time, he is disheartened, for he is aware there are others who take advantage of Paul being out of the picture and through "selfish ambition" attempt to discourage Paul during his imprisonment. Despite their misdirected motives, they can not discourage Paul and he "will continue to rejoice" (Phil 1:19). I love Paul's words of encouragement here: "Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come and see you or only hear about you in my absence, I will know that you stand firm in one spirit, contending as one man for the faith of the gospel, without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you." What awesome advice Paul! We need to band together standing IN ONE SPIRIT as believers (CONTENDING AS ONE MAN), with one purpose (SHARING THE GOSPEL), even when we and the Gospel we defend are under attack.

How does Paul's advice apply to us as a worship team? We can truly experience Paul's joy when we can say with him, "For to me, to live is Christ…" (vs. 21). If we say that to live well revolves around money, music, family, possessions, power, health, even ministry, anything other than Christ, we are depending on circumstances to provide our joy. Joy will never come from these. there are essentially four things that steal our joy and they are circumstances, people, things and worry. Remember, we are not in God's service to appeal to your friends or for the people who will come to hear your music. You are using your instruments and voices to play for an audience of one and to share the Gospel. Unfortunately, we let our surrounding circumstances drive a performer attitude. It is not biblical to seek the approval of the world or others. Paul showed us even in suffering and imprisonment, he could share Christ and support his fellow brothers and sisters. Sometimes we need to remind ourselves that we are all called to serve and not to be served. I know of a worship leader who when she was starting out was very eager to be involved in leading lots of worship events. However her main role at the church was initially to clean up after services and to organize and copy music. At first she resented doing this, but found that it was in this place that she met with God in a deep way and learned the importance of the heart of worship. That person is me. As worship leaders we’re called first to serve God, and then to serve the people we’re leading in worship. If we know what it means to serve then humility will naturally follow and selfish ambition will stay at bay.
It’s so important that we allow God to use us the way he intended to, rather than something that’s not true to us. Unfortunately I will never have the guitar skills of Eric Clapton or the voice of Celine Dion, but that doesn’t matter as God chooses to use me the way I am. I pray that you will also be patient with God, as we are all a work in progress.
Sadly today, we are painfully aware that no one is perfect. Again and again we have seen celebrities and church leaders fall from grace. Nothing seems to really shock us anymore. This is why I believe it is so important to constantly be checking the attitudes of our hearts. When we get to Heaven, God will care little about how many albums someone sold, how many flawless performances we gave, how many great harmonies we sang, how many inspired electric guitar solos we belted out, etc. But He will care a lot about the attitudes of our hearts.
Respect eachother, support eachother and learn to appreciate each of the gifts God gives you to further His kingdom. Don't let your JOY be stolen from you.
Blessings,
Kathy